girlacrosstheal
"Why does my heart cry, feelings I cant fight"
So I have a tip for you
My one and only tip for you today..
#1 When your bored, dont be afraid to make up random games with friends.
So your sitting in your room bored right. How about dorm tag? Tag someone and yell wall is base. It may seem stupid and boring, but played with the right people, this game can be amazing for those boring afternoon blues. Tag not your style? How about dorm hockey? Be careful, when played with the right person, injury may come!
So last night Im in my room and bored. So I go down to josh's room and say hello. I spent half an hour in there listening to him sing while looking at football stats. Finally he decides we would watch a movie. So two hours later I am done watching a movie with josh. The whole time he is making me laugh and shit and it actually put me in a better mood. I go back to my room and start talking to my grandfather. Half an hour later, josh is in my room and we random start kicking around a roll of masking tape. This is where dorm hockey has originated..lol. 3 hours later, we finally go to bed. That game is brutal. I need at least a face mask and ankle pads..lol We got so into that game that today I still have a fat lip and my ankle is bruised and sore. haha. At least we had lots of fun together. Thats all that matters..hehe So moral is..dont be afraid to play random stupid games because it can be the most fun you ever have.
love always
sam
#1 When your bored, dont be afraid to make up random games with friends.
So your sitting in your room bored right. How about dorm tag? Tag someone and yell wall is base. It may seem stupid and boring, but played with the right people, this game can be amazing for those boring afternoon blues. Tag not your style? How about dorm hockey? Be careful, when played with the right person, injury may come!
So last night Im in my room and bored. So I go down to josh's room and say hello. I spent half an hour in there listening to him sing while looking at football stats. Finally he decides we would watch a movie. So two hours later I am done watching a movie with josh. The whole time he is making me laugh and shit and it actually put me in a better mood. I go back to my room and start talking to my grandfather. Half an hour later, josh is in my room and we random start kicking around a roll of masking tape. This is where dorm hockey has originated..lol. 3 hours later, we finally go to bed. That game is brutal. I need at least a face mask and ankle pads..lol We got so into that game that today I still have a fat lip and my ankle is bruised and sore. haha. At least we had lots of fun together. Thats all that matters..hehe So moral is..dont be afraid to play random stupid games because it can be the most fun you ever have.
love always
sam
No I guess nots - Is it really that hard?
college is awesome
Josh is gorgeous...and we spent 15 minutes in my room...and he gorgeous...and he is funny...and we seem to get along pretty good..........he should ask me out!
GORGEOUS!
GORGEOUS!
Man its been awhile..jeez
The college life. How good it is. Im loving it right now. I have like the coolest friend mandy. We are awesome like that. We've watched a movie everyday this week and I think its gonna be a nice tradition. Last night we watched rent. We started dancing to it at one point and then we got really hyper. Then we went to Dairy Queen and got ice cream and fries and then came back to my room and watched Blades of Glory. How awesome was that. Haha. She asked my roommate if guys really called their privates "Twin dongs". So hilarious. Chelsea is man enough to know really..haha. I need more fabreze because she makes my room smell nasty. And Im out. Weekends kinda suck because I have to find my own lunch. So todays lunch consists of a chef salad w/o dressing, chocolate milk, and a sandwhich. Thank god for the Bark n' Bite being open on the weekends. Each student gets like $100 to spend there each semester. Its our sweet awesome convenience store on campus next to the nice bookstore/apparel store. I need to remember to go in monday and buy two sweatshirts for my mom and kevin.
I cant wait until Wednesday! I get to go visit again! AND friday I might get to go to cutbank!!!!!!!! ahhhhh Me and my mom are going to Shelby to pick up Kevin's daughter autumn, and so Im gonna have my mom take the 20 minutes it take to get to cut bank so I can at least see my grandparents! And hopefully a few friends.
I want to thank nick for his tips for college. They made me laugh. And I do need something else on my wall. Maybe if I go to CB next week I can get my fan. Or maybe some sweet posters. I do need to next harry potter and pirates posters. Yup. Okay well Im gonna go study. I know right. The first time I have studied since I have been here. But I do have a final next week and an IT Lit exam that I have to pass to graduate..lol nice huh.
love always,
sam
I cant wait until Wednesday! I get to go visit again! AND friday I might get to go to cutbank!!!!!!!! ahhhhh Me and my mom are going to Shelby to pick up Kevin's daughter autumn, and so Im gonna have my mom take the 20 minutes it take to get to cut bank so I can at least see my grandparents! And hopefully a few friends.
I want to thank nick for his tips for college. They made me laugh. And I do need something else on my wall. Maybe if I go to CB next week I can get my fan. Or maybe some sweet posters. I do need to next harry potter and pirates posters. Yup. Okay well Im gonna go study. I know right. The first time I have studied since I have been here. But I do have a final next week and an IT Lit exam that I have to pass to graduate..lol nice huh.
love always,
sam
No I guess nots - Is it really that hard?
wow
So school. Its okay I guess. Im going home this weekend to visit. Not home as in Cut Bank..home as in Ryegate. My new small-town home. Closer than Cut Bank. I was super bored today. I kinda want to go to the movies. That might be fun, maybe Ill get a call from my friends tonight or something. Who knows. If not oh well. I will find something to entertain myself with. Maybe Ill read some more or talk to people online some more. Probably both. lol. Okay well this has been fun but it only took me like 2 minutes to type. I think I might write my letter to my boss actually. That might be fun. Then I can put it in the mail tomorrow when I get to Ryegate. Sweet.
No I guess nots - Is it really that hard?
As if stress wasnt enough
Its always hard when someone you love dies, but what about when someone your not sure about dies. Should you feel the same way when they are your family? Is it alright to be upset or not upset?
These are the questions that have been racing through my mind the last half hour after I found out my great-grandmother died. My aunt called to let us know and I knew before my mom even told me. I had this weird feeling about the call and then my mom said "Thats too bad, I would have loved the kids to meet her." She didnt even officially tell me until about 10 minutes later, but I already knew. I've talked to that woman maybe three or four times in the last year or so. She has called on thanksgiving, christmas, and my birthday and thats all I heard from her. I always felt weird talking to her because I never knew her. Its still hard even though its been over a year since my aunt dallas got in touch with my mom after over 15 years. I mean seriously. My whole life I have only known part of the story. I only even knew that my dad cheated on my mom. I never really thought that I had another set of people that loved me and had loved me since I was born. I've met my aunt, her husband, her two children, my uncle, his girlfriend, and I think he had a child or two as well. Its been awhile, but my great grandma was the only one who really ever called to wish me a happy birthday or a merry christmas. Its weird.
My mom told me and I could feel the tears burning under my eyelids, but I didnt cry because I didnt know if I should. I never really knew that woman at all. I just kept on thinking in my head what I was going to say to my mother if she asked me if I was okay. All I could think of is "I never really knew her so why shouldnt I be." That sounds horrible to me because I know she is my family and she cared. I talked to my aunt for about 10 minutes. Thats really the first time I cried. She told me stuff I didnt need to know because I knew it would make me cry. Dallas told me that it was my great grandma that told my aunt that she should find us. She really loved us and was a wonderful person. As the tears came, all I could think is "This is the woman who gave me a link to the rest of my family and I should be crying right now because of it". My great grandma died and now Im crying. Its the same feeling I got when I got a card from my grandpa sunny's wife at graduation. She told me about him not feeling good and how much he loved me and how much he talked about me. I mean I have this whole other family that cares about me and talks about me even though they dont really know me as I am now. How can that be. It just makes me wish that these people had been in my life sooner. Im at a point in my life where Im not sure if I care about meeting them. Why did it take them so long to find me? Why didnt they keep in touch to begin with? Is it my mom's fault? Would she not let them? I think I need to go think about things and maybe cry. I think thats all I can really do for now.
These are the questions that have been racing through my mind the last half hour after I found out my great-grandmother died. My aunt called to let us know and I knew before my mom even told me. I had this weird feeling about the call and then my mom said "Thats too bad, I would have loved the kids to meet her." She didnt even officially tell me until about 10 minutes later, but I already knew. I've talked to that woman maybe three or four times in the last year or so. She has called on thanksgiving, christmas, and my birthday and thats all I heard from her. I always felt weird talking to her because I never knew her. Its still hard even though its been over a year since my aunt dallas got in touch with my mom after over 15 years. I mean seriously. My whole life I have only known part of the story. I only even knew that my dad cheated on my mom. I never really thought that I had another set of people that loved me and had loved me since I was born. I've met my aunt, her husband, her two children, my uncle, his girlfriend, and I think he had a child or two as well. Its been awhile, but my great grandma was the only one who really ever called to wish me a happy birthday or a merry christmas. Its weird.
My mom told me and I could feel the tears burning under my eyelids, but I didnt cry because I didnt know if I should. I never really knew that woman at all. I just kept on thinking in my head what I was going to say to my mother if she asked me if I was okay. All I could think of is "I never really knew her so why shouldnt I be." That sounds horrible to me because I know she is my family and she cared. I talked to my aunt for about 10 minutes. Thats really the first time I cried. She told me stuff I didnt need to know because I knew it would make me cry. Dallas told me that it was my great grandma that told my aunt that she should find us. She really loved us and was a wonderful person. As the tears came, all I could think is "This is the woman who gave me a link to the rest of my family and I should be crying right now because of it". My great grandma died and now Im crying. Its the same feeling I got when I got a card from my grandpa sunny's wife at graduation. She told me about him not feeling good and how much he loved me and how much he talked about me. I mean I have this whole other family that cares about me and talks about me even though they dont really know me as I am now. How can that be. It just makes me wish that these people had been in my life sooner. Im at a point in my life where Im not sure if I care about meeting them. Why did it take them so long to find me? Why didnt they keep in touch to begin with? Is it my mom's fault? Would she not let them? I think I need to go think about things and maybe cry. I think thats all I can really do for now.
No I guess nots - Is it really that hard?
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